Published on 21st December, 2024

I am not a terrible friend, I just chose my dreams.

If there is any thing that I have watched spoil, it would be my relationship with people. I am notoriously known for been the guy who doesn't go out. Who is stuck indoors forever, and in fact I usually joke that if they ever put me in prison and gave me a books and the internet they would be doing me a great favour not a punishment.

The most important thing to me Right now is to make the best of my 20s. I am in my mid 20s and I view this to be the best time to make all the mistakes that I can ever make. To get beautiful things and takes risky decisions that can potentially mess them up. But if not now when? I am never afraid to try new things, I am never afraid to take risks, I am all in for the lessons.

I want to retire early - so I can build businesses - I have dreams that I want to pursue and to me it requires a lot of sacrifice. A lot of me time just learning and honing my skills. So I spend all my time just learning and becoming a better individual. I study a lot, read a lot. Study technical materials and self development materials. Whiles I am chasing virtuosity in the skill sets that I have decided to build, their is not much time spending it with people. There is not much time keeping up with the jones, texting people, calling people. Going out for parties, outings, dates etc. My focus is spending an incredible amount of time learning and honing my skills.

To all the people that I created something with, maybe I gave you the false impression that the relationship was going to last be it quickly withered away when there was more time committed needed from my end, I am sorry. And to all who have tried to have something going on with me but feel snubbed or rejected, I am sorry. It is not you that is at fault. It is me. And I sincerely apologize. For now I am all about my dreams.